dont take this the wrong way world but love sucks. Wow. How new. It's stupid because people become stupid. It's like hypnozise. You can only do so to the willing, and all of us, each and every one of us wants security in life that someone will be there for us, and we'll just crumble for anyguy or girl who we can settle for. But here's the truth. We're not a fairy tale. Were not a happy ending, unless you make it. And you know how you cant make it? But watching, waiting, hoping. That's not gonna work all the time. They'll hurt you if you're so foolish to let them. Stop make youreselves vulnerable. Pathetic! And yes, I've dwelled in this murky river for two years, swimming and paddling, staying a float. You're waiting for the river to stop pushing. It wont. You're waiting for someone to pull you out, they wont. The only way you're gonna get out is if you pull yourself together and give it your all to reach the shore. No one's gonna help you, especially the river. but don't get me wrong, it might. you have a one in a billion chance. But just dont give them ten, don't just expect fate will hand it to you. I'll tell you what, the only thing fate will hand you will be a slap of shit. So pull yourself together and wake up. Im done trying. my words are right and prove so everytime. So maybe you should try listening. or just go hurt yourself again.